As I was in the delivery room, waiting for my stillbirth to begin, the medical team talked with us about burial. There were two options: a private burial or a mass grave. Ayelet was still
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Stillbirth is a loss. We go through a real loss, even if society doesn't always acknowledge our loss, as society never saw our baby. But we felt our babies grow and move inside us, totally
I went through stillbirth. It is not a source of shame. It doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. Stillbirth for me is a deep sadness I went through, and I can reconnect to it in a
Prof. Jacob Raz is a well-known author, speaker, and teacher of Buddhism. He wrote a book (in Hebrew), in which I found this, which brought me to tears. The original text talks about a father
The first time I stumbled upon the terms "rainbow pregnancy" and "rainbow baby" was in March 2019, about eight and half years after my stillbirth. I don't feel very connected to these terms. Here's why:
Many women refer to their stillbirth as the "before and after" changing point, the life they had before the stillbirth and the life they have after it is not the same, it's changed. That's not
On one of my posts someone tagged Limor Barak, a screen writer, who then sent me a trailer to a short movie she was a part of, with a question: “what do you understand from this?”
Many women have asked me about the pregnancy that follows a stillbirth. I'll begin by saying- each woman has her own pace. Each woman has her personal decision to make. It can be a complex
Music is an un-separable part of my life. Every experience in my life has a soundtrack of artists I love and respect. First in line are, and forever will be, Queen. Queen is my favourite