I Am Not A Hero

2020-05-07T09:08:57+00:00

After my stillbirth, at the hospital, I remember the doctors saying I am a hero. When I went back home, my friends told me I am a hero. My brother told me that he sees

I Am Not A Hero2020-05-07T09:08:57+00:00

Departing From Silence To Freedom

2020-04-19T14:24:50+00:00

Years before I had my stillbirth with Ayelet, I went through sexual trauma. This trauma took over my life primarily through fear. Thanks to successful therapy sessions (which were at times also scary. And challenging.

Departing From Silence To Freedom2020-04-19T14:24:50+00:00

Graves For Babies After Stillbirth

2020-03-19T16:34:19+00:00

As I was in the delivery room, waiting for my stillbirth to begin, the medical team talked with us about burial. There were two options: a private burial or a mass grave. Ayelet was still

Graves For Babies After Stillbirth2020-03-19T16:34:19+00:00

The Faces and Names of Stillbirth

2020-03-09T08:39:33+00:00

I went through stillbirth. It is not a source of shame. It doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. Stillbirth for me is a deep sadness I went through, and I can reconnect to it in a

The Faces and Names of Stillbirth2020-03-09T08:39:33+00:00

Thus It Is Mother- After Stillbirth

2020-02-09T11:31:03+00:00

Prof. Jacob Raz is a well-known author, speaker, and teacher of Buddhism. He wrote a book (in Hebrew), in which I found this, which brought me to tears. The original text talks about a father

Thus It Is Mother- After Stillbirth2020-02-09T11:31:03+00:00

Rainbow Pregnancy, Rainbow Baby

2020-01-09T14:48:38+00:00

The first time I stumbled upon the terms "rainbow pregnancy" and "rainbow baby" was in March 2019, about eight and half years after my stillbirth. I don't feel very connected to these terms. Here's why:

Rainbow Pregnancy, Rainbow Baby2020-01-09T14:48:38+00:00

Talking About Stillbirth

2020-01-23T16:39:24+00:00

On September 6th, 2010, I was on the 37th week and three days of my second pregnancy. I was feeling under the weather, so I spent most of the day in bed. That afternoon I

Talking About Stillbirth2020-01-23T16:39:24+00:00

How Stillbirth Affected My Life

2020-01-23T17:00:22+00:00

Many women refer to their stillbirth as the "before and after" changing point, the life they had before the stillbirth and the life they have after it is not the same, it's changed. That's not

How Stillbirth Affected My Life2020-01-23T17:00:22+00:00